Stillness

The solid ground beneath my chest.
my heart protests as I hold my breath.
I'm asking for my death.
My reality fades,
grenades are falling behind my vision.
and I collied with my reality.
The lethality of these drugs are corrsing through my system.
There is no way to escape and my
muscles pulse, without impulse.
My vision fades to pitch dark black and my hair flys widely as my head
turns without my control and then the stillness takes over me.