Monday, May 31, 2010

Noise

Swirling and whirling,
an ever buzz inside my head.
I hate the noise
but ever dread the silence.
These thoughts and words, working at my brain.
Like an ever constant acid rain.
Decaying and forming.
swarming and replaying.
This noise that never goes away.
My head pounds,
with these ever changing sounds.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

innocent.

a coiled menace,
swaying in the wind.
our fates entertwined.
a step or two closer,
every step a little breath.
stepping ever closer to death.

he stands upon the platform,
as he pleads to his last mercy.
for the death of another,
someone's dear brother.
a coiled menace takes the flesh at will,
his feet ever still.
one last breath to take,
your whole life at stake.
he is gone.
innocent.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

Darkness

This feeling that binds me to my spot.
A darkness fills this room.
It's an undecided gloom.
Can my heart beat with this rhythm.
A slow and steady pulse.
This heavy feeling.
It's stealing breath from my lungs.
I can't see past this curtain.
I'm certain that I can't escape.
Disorienting and impossible.
I want to run but my legs are lead.
An increasing sense of dread.
My senses are gone.
My fate has dawned upon me.
This music fills my ears and
I can't find any tears.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

No matter

No matter what I say.
I cannot change your way.
The thing that I speak of is not of matter to you.
Cannot I not get through to you?
Let me make it clear to you.
The things i'm saying are nothing new.
Let me say the things of truth.
My speech will be uncouth.
You need to have open ears.
I will forget my fears.
Please just listen, just this once.
Out of my desperation,
you may be my salvation.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Halls are screaming

walking away.
the floors a disarray.
the walls are screaming.
am I dreaming?
Horrid words.
Like birds flying around my head.
I see something ahead.
But the walls.
These halls closing in on me.
Can't get free.
Stuck here for an eternity.

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

See

assumptions made.
morals fade.
why don't you see us for what we are?
Our eyes see what you see but you
distort it so it isn't me.
We work and understand what plans
you have for us.
We have confessed a disinterest in what those are.
We can find our way.
You did.
So see us for what we really are.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

A hopeless insanity

A hopeless insanity,
locked behind closed eyes.
A knocking with words directed to her.
He's yelling.
She's gone.
A hopeless insanity moving forward.
He's screaming.
She's standing.
The black is taking over her mind.
She's in silence.
He's in hell.
A hopeless insanity less to do with insanity more to do with him.
He's going to push over the edge.
He does.
And she falls to the floor.
Gone.
A hopeless insanity.

Thursday, June 18, 2009

A failed freedom

fleeing to a freedom.
they walked and ran and hoped.
it could be their only chance to escape,
the things that awaited them.
it could a freedom to last a lifetime.
It could be anyone.
Anyone who walked those lands who's body told
their story.
a face cracked like the barren lands.
eyes, grey from the storm.
a mouth twisted in a grimace sort of way,
for all the sadness and the joy.
Hands, worn from the duties of the past.
Legs almost broken to bits, from the walking
to freedom.
feet blistered but now resting in their grave.
a failed freedom.

Thursday, June 11, 2009

It grabs my hand

Heart breaking.
Earth quaking.
I'm shaking.
It's not real,
it's all concealed away
with a hidden identity.
I'm falling,
away from this lie.
It's scaring me,
and I have to disagree with the truth.
I'm running,
and it's stunning the way I can think.
It's death and it grabs my hand.

Tuesday, June 9, 2009

Come away with me

Come away with me?
Into the world were no one can get to us.
Come away with me and you will see,
what we can be.
Come away with me?
and we will be the happiest we can be.